When it Rains

I miss you
when the rain start pouring
usually you’ll keep me warm
you’ll keep me in your embrace
you’ll sooth my fragile body
chasing away those chilly air that’s hitting me

When I started trembling
as the thunder hit my senses
you’ll tighten your grip on my waist
then kissed the crown of my head
whispering sweet words for me
to makes my tensed shoulder; relaxed

As the rain keeps pouring mercilessly
you ensure me that I’m safe by your side
occasionally kissing my bare neck and shoulder
your slender finger made me feeling sweet shudder
you tangled your strong feet with my feet
increasing both of our body heat

But now, you’re gone
no one would hold me when it rains
I’ll left alone in the dark
the chilly air would hit me, coldly
the thunder would kick me, harshly
the rain would keep pouring, mercilessly

I hate it when it rains
because it reminds me of you
of how much that I loved you

And I still do…


*****

a short poem that I made when the rain was pouring hard in the midnight sky
oh well, blame me and my raging hormones
it's not happening in my real life
don't need to be freaked out =.=

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Happy Upcoming Birthday, Sweety

as the title said
I'm posting an entry about birthday

who's birthday?
mine had passed, along with my sweety Amani
so, who's another 'sweety'?

oh yeah, here's the latter said
there's two of them

21 December 1993





apadia? hensem?
err err err, okay =.=

Nazrul Asyraf b Razlee, selamat menyambut hari tua lanaa =)
semoga anda terus membesar dengan sihat

dia sapa?
hmm, dia ni...
kawan yang aku boleh consider sbg abang
tapi maw nak tgk, aku matured lg =.=
dia? childish >.<


23 December 1993





okay, yang ni sapa kata x comel aku nak tenyeh mulut dgn cabai!
hok ni, kazen feveret aku
merangkap BFF aku yang paling... *tataw nak kata apa*

dgn dia, aku jadi lain
tapayah tanya lain yang gena, hangpa buleh teka aeh makalau hangpa dok tengok perangai aku dok lagu mana dah =P

Fatin Izzati bt Zainol, happy birthday naa sayang
makalau nak hadiah, meh cium pipi dulu
baru dapat! >.<


20 December 2011 <-- tarikh hari ni




thehehe, gambaq kek ni utk hgpa lanaa
actually, aku lapaq kek, pastu p laa beli taksat nehh
then, kak tu tnya nak tulis apa-2 tak
pastu tiba-2 teringat yang birthday hangpa 2 dah dekat
so... tanpa segan silunya aku pon tulis laa bnda nehh =P

kek ni? utk aku sorang! =P
kalo nak, Encik Nazrul, sila balik Perlis
dan Cik Fatin pulak, sila balik rumah

tapi aku boleh jamin
dalam 2 hari, hangpa buleh tgk talam jelah =.=
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groaning =.=

I had my Microsoft Word page opened up
and I had this blog "posting" site too
*sigh =.=
now, where's my idea to keep writing that stupid english novel huh?!?!?!

I have to admit that I already know how the story gonna ends
and it's not going to be so soon
but somehow, I didn't know how to keep the story on track
like
  • what's gonna happen after this chapter? (even though I've arranged the plots and the story line)
  • am I gonna write it like a professional author, or just like a high school girl finishing her teacher's homework?
  • am I gonna rushed it to the ending, and leave behind all the pleasure while writing? (since I really love writing!)
  • do I need to kick my ass so that I can began writing now?
*sorry, yeah I'm a vulgar words user. wanna fight about that? =.=

aish, better go take a bath and start writing now!



*****

well, you see
I might be being a bitch telling you this
but still, I'm sorry but I don't give a fuck to what you're thinking of me

I might be leaving you in curiosity, wanting to read my crappy not-so-english novel
but I'm really, really sorry <-- I meant it. I can't let any of you to read it
it's too personal and I don't think that most all of you gonna like it
*don't ask me how, but I just knew it. u see, u guys are not so hard to be predicted =.=
and don't give me that puppy eyes to beg me (as if!) if so, then I might be deleting all my piece of work and you do know that I'm not gonna be happy about it!

yes, I'm selfish!

but for once in my life, just let me be the idiot one just to make you guys clear. I love you guys so much that I don't mind hurting myself for you


I need to go now, wanna pee =P

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desperation (?)

aish, desperate? about what, Cik Dayah?
yeah yeah, kau bukan terdesak tapi tersedak (chocked) =.=

cuti skolah dah nak abeh, tp tusyen hg x pi LANGSUNG!
wahwahwah, baguih lanaa >.<
macam laa result hang baguih sgt, stakat nak buleh A kering dalam BM, BI, PI, SEJ tu watpa?
org nak tgk BIO, FIZIK, KIMIA and ADDMATH laa syg oii
*tp yg tu laa yg hg fucked up, kan? =.=
baguih, taon depan maw nak melolong nazak mintak oksigen, p daftar masuk KMC





tapi takpa, Cik Dayah
tetap aku sayang hang gila-2 sbb hang maw jugak prektis BI hg yg berteraboq tuhh
*saya tulish novel English.*winkwink* ^_^
tapayah risau, aku x bagi sapa-2 baca aeh
itu novel, personal sgt-2 >.<

hah, sudah
tapayah dok mengarut banyak sgt
okbai, nak sambung tulish novel~~~ <3
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hari amek buku teks

so, hari ni Cik Dayah p amek buku teks Form 5 kat skolah
*ketaq pala lutuit ahh nak SPM taon dpan >.<

pkai jeans, t-shirt, shawl, snicker and my lovely handbag

*macam nak p shopping pulakk =P

aish, apepon buku teks tu slamat dibawak balik ke rumah =3

jumpa Farisha, Adilla, Dek Yan, Zahira and lain-2
apa? Najwa dgn Amani?
hmm, Najwa p lewat sbb adik dia kalut nak ikut sama =.=
Amani pulak smpat jmpa sat, tu pon selisih masa nak balik :'(

I'm not sad, I'm not sad, I'm not sad...! okay, maybe I'm just a little bit unhappy :(

so, today I'm a bit disappointed and sad
tapolah, lain kali buleh jmpa lg kan =]

okbai

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keluaq malam

tadi p teman Kak Ila keluaq p cari makan
ambuih, pakat kena beletiaq aeh
mentang-2 ni first time Cik Dayah nak keluaq malam >.<

aahaha, kami naik motor even hujan
p melilau kok pekan kangaq, tataw nak makan tang mana, nak makan apa
aish, last-2 p kat Taman Sena punya "food court" jaa =..=
Cik Dayah yg dah dinner ni pon tambah lg 1 meal =P
*peruit luas bak kata Tin Toi

bayangkan ni pekan Kangaq, mmg x jumpa rumah laa kami dok melilau =.=





woot-2! >.<
remind me to wear something thick whenever I keluaq malam naa syg
I was freezing while covered over thin fabric =.=
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bittersweet truth...?

the thing is
they said that students who got no. 25 and above will have to move to 5SN2 in 2012
well, lucky me that I got no. 28, right? =..=

a part of me was jumping happily
well, being able to step out from BJ class is one of my dreams since Form 1, syg
plus, I can be in the same class with my beloved-beastbest-friend-ever-so-cliche
*yeah, that Najwa Wajihah. wanna fight about it? =P
and I also can go back early since there's no BJ
*or maybe not because of kelas anjal. but hey, still NO BJ!!! >.<

oh yeah, the excitement is sooo cannot be seen here >.<


another part of me? well, she was... sobbing. hysterically, I means =(
breaking promises is not one of her favorite
and it kills her inside knowing that her friends is probably gonna ditch her away once she step away from them
*err, hyperbola? =..=
still, that thought is haunting her, badly T_T

I can list all the good and bad things about this class re-shuffle thing
but hey, it is a pain when the naked truth is u're not gonna stick to ur beloved friends who'd grown to be ur siblings, kan?
well, it's a pain in my ass right now =.=

I can't write anymore, feels like I'm gonna burst into crying out load for God's sake!
but hey, crying in the middle of the night in front of ur lappy is SO NOT COOL AT ALL!
so yeah, I'll end it here and sob later =P



well, it's after all a bittersweet truth. right? :')
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shopping!

hari ni, Cik Dayah p shopping!
hahha, x pi jauh mana ponn, Tesco Mergong jaa =.=

mulanya nak p amek Kak Noni kat Shahab Perdana
pastu abah ajak p makan dekat-2 dengan Tesco
pastu anak manja ni merengek nak p food court Tesco, kononnya nak makan sizzling noodle (?)
*padahal tamaw ponn =P

dah pekena nasi goreng pataya, mulalah nak p window shopping
plan asal nak beli shawl, pastu tadak yang berkenan =(
pastu ingat nak beli baju, seksi sangat laa pulak >.<
last-2, beli kasuit teruih! =D



thehehehehehe =P
dah Tin Toi beli snicker, Cik Dayah pon nak beli jugak lahh >.<

dan ya, tu jaa yang Cik Dayah beli
tadak mood nak shopping betoi-2 =.=
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